I was gone from your thoughts, long time ago.. You just don’t realize it.. Or you were trying to neglect it. When my function had changed, 11 years ago, I am no longer a priority. I came as third, or fourth . It didn’t matter. It never matter to me….. I was standing on the same exact spot where I should be… but it drew you apart. Further every day.
Now I see, the real you..
It’s not something I like.
But i have to hold on.
No matter how you will hurt me,
I will hold on.
Until you’re the one who say enough.
Because one thing i can’t bear : being responsible of the wreck of this family.
( 2010 )