Loneliness.

Definitely is my biggest enemy. Or..fear. Oh well still can’t beat my fear of snakes, ‘though… 

Maybe because I eventually make loneliness become a burden. Maybe because I always put a pressure on my back whenever it comes to weekends.I used to go out as family on weekends, same as you do. Now I realized, I don’t do that anymore. And it feels.. bitter. Oh so bitter.

Maybe because I blame someone, somebody, some people. Maybe I haven’t accepted my fate completely. Maybe I hate too much. Maybe I got jealous, cuz I don’t have all of my kids with me. 

Maybe I should feel good about myself. Lose some weight might help. Instead of binge eating while sulking.

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