No matter how hard you tried, but somehow this pain won’t completely go away. It stays, like a black spot latching somewhere in one of your internal organs. Maybe it’s in your heart, your lungs, your liver, your kidney… you do not know for sure. But you know, it’s there.

It is not as big as before (thank God). It has shrunk into the size of a bean, but it’s there. Just like a dormant cancer cell. It’s not harmful at the moment, but still…a potential threat.